I had a dream last night, Thursday night, I suppose. I don't know why, but it still kinda lingers in my mind. Nothing particularly fancy, there was even a bit of mirroring real life events involved. Most is not really clear, but two parts stood out. The first half of the dream, I got drunk? And we were one of those old English taverns. That's all. Wasn't even a bad, destructive drunk. Just...drunk. I'm very glad I have never been drunk before because, if it's anything like my dream, it doesn't seem like the most pleasant experience in the world.
The second bit was for my friend. I think. So I have this friend. With boy troubles, what else is new? But the world is against her, so it seems. Much confusion and guilt and regret brews on either side of this silly little love story. Many want to help, whether on the guy side or the girl side, but it seems none more than I. Isn't that a curse though? I have such desperation to do something positive for her that it gets the best of me and leaves me appearing as the all-too-eager child in a game. Quite frustrating. So anyways, the dream. In it, she confesses everything I believe to be true applicable to her and, I bet, is reflective of the way I want things to end. Or at least the way I want things to begin to end. Several times she confesses her regret of the situation and collapses on my shoulder in tears. I woke up the final time this happens and felt startled not to see someone in close proximity, like it had all been a sick joke of nature. Which it was, I just wasn't ready to admit that yet. Easily bruised pride ;)
But anyways, the dream was most striking because of how vulnerable she became, for someone who bravely puts on a mask of strength to most of the public eye. Who knows what it could mean? Could be merely my goals played back to me, could very well be a message or smoke signal for action? I will most likely sit, inactive, to play it safe and see what happens next. Don't need to work too hard because look where that got me. Eh, the need to restrain one's self is not such a happy thing. But anyways. Dream interpretation? Cause I honestly don't know :D
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