Knew my happiness wouldn't last. There go those golden days again. I find myself repeating this cycle often...
What happened? How did I completely break off from the one person I truly felt happy around and never once had any problems as far as communication. Now its like we hardly even know each other and starting back at that same, awkward square one. I miss her and I miss the way things were moments ago.
It bothers me to no end, I can't help but worry about it constantly. I'm past the point of apologies; they would probably only make things worse. Probably. Knowing me and how quickly I can ruin my life in seconds.
It's like there is nothing I could say, nothing that won't make me or her uncomfortable or get the point across. RAWR, I wish there were something. I wish for a miracle. I hate waiting in agony meanwhile :/
Well, I have much to do, not enough done, and little time to finish it in. What else is new? I work without ceasing for what? Nothing, apparently. Another chance to ruin my life. I'm sorry dear :/ Anyways. I guess I can't sit here any longer typing nonsense that will be irrelevant to 99.9% of who reads this. I don't want to give up. I'm sorry.
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