Someone I used to know.

I have so been thinking a lot lately. It's really not good.
And I also wonder if this mood/phase, whatever you want to call it, I'm in right now is an annual thing. I know I did it last year. It wasn't a happy party, let me tell you. I don't know, I just wonder if I'm condemned to do this until the end of my days.

It's hard. It's hard losing someone you thought you had. I wonder if I even had. I hate that I'm not sure on this point, because it is apparently easy to build walls to block me out with. What happened? What kind of person are you? I thought I knew.
You were my savior, the only person for a while who would carry my burdens with me. I was amazed by how resilient you were and how much you gave and cared for others. You were a good person. You were the Good Samaritan, so it seems, but I guess they too have to travel on.

I thank you for what you have done and the person you have made me. You were too good to me and I knew it wouldn't last forever. But now it's time to think of the good memories we had and the many beautiful things that did indeed come out of this. It was incomplete at times and I certainly have regrets.

But now, I'm just trying to let go.

My inspiration: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY