The last first day.

Wow. Just had the most amazing weekend in the whole wide world. It hurts thinking about it and realizing I can never relive that particular moment ever again. But it was absolutely spectacular. Those kinds of weekends need to happen all the time before school starts. I'm even okay with that.

School.
Ugh.

Yepp, it's my time to start tomorrow and frankly, I'm not too worried or anxious or anything. I will definitely sleep well, I will have plenty of time to get ready, I will have a fabulous outfit, at least for one day, I will adjust to my classes, life will go on. I can make it to the next great moment in life.

Marching band is less stressful than last year. That's beautiful. I have a solo or two, but it's no biggie. Apathy? Just tired? Senioritis? Dunno :D I have a plan and I will carry it out.

The most stressful things are finalizing my Gold Award soon, college applications, and raising money for London. If anyone has any monies they want to donate to a great cause, I'm your girl ;)

I feel like I'm just ranting and venting right now. Just have a rush of emotions and quickly need to get them on permanent cyberspace. Yes. It's not like I can ask how you are doing or anything. Tell me how you're doing?

I'm excited. I'm in the process of writing my first poem since May or something. Been a loooong time. But I'm back.

It was like a part of me was missing. I started writing in a somewhat rhyme (is this even English?...) and it was like. boom. spark. Jillian is back :D

What to say, what to say...hmmm...I love Fiona <3 That is a happy bean right there. Yes. Can't wait until Thanksgiving, girl :D

SARAH. HI. BE HAPPY AND CUTE AND MORE HAPPY :D I'll make you if you don't :D

Okay, momentary...whatever...over :D

I'll post the poem tonight, as a tag along to this post. I'm excited. Is it elementary writing or is there improvement? :D Yay progress!

I think I love you all. ♥