Spontaneity is nice.

So basically, I'm a bit single-minded right now. As in I am only thinking about essentially one thing. Blahhhh, I knew it would be so hard. Oh yes, you knew it would be so hard as well. Haha, I'm pretty predictable, aren't I? Well, I wish things could just go as I want them to go, because any other way rips my heart apart into tiny little pieces. I am so confuseddddd, I get mixed signals from you, and I hope I respond the right way most of the time. I am sorry if I don't.

I HATE THE END OF VACATIONS. AND BREAKS. AND THE BEGINNING OF SCHOOL. It is so hard leaving some place where I've been shacked up for 6 days or so to go back to stress and other unpleasantries as a general rule of thumb, and you know it. It makes it especially hard when there are people who are interesting and lovely there with you, who do not live with you and will have to leave at some point. It sucks. haha :)

Ahhh well, silly me. Just being a goob. Because that is silly to say after a whole week. Haha. But I don't know, it feels like JLA all over again ;) Not the greatest, but I suppose it will heal with time :) We'll see.

In other news, guess which girl received her gold-plated Gold Award pin today? Err...sometime this week then I guess. But still. Things are falling into place, which is super le good :)

Ahhh, well. First of all. You two. Are ridiculous. But I love you both. Thanks thanks thanks thankssss you for the lovely basket of noms that I wish I were hungry for right now, that is super nice and makes me happy and feel undeserving to have two lovely lovely friends :)

My super happy get-better basket! 

The cute note.

AND THE HEART SHAPED GRILLED CHEESE :) ♥

On the other hand. Sometimes you guys are ridiculous. In the sense that you draw my inner, dark side out :( Which isn't always good. And I no want to kill things. Haha. For the world. So yes. All I need to say on here.

After an interesting surprise visit and a bajillion hour car ride and an oboe session, I'd say this has been a full day. I will miss you all, I am grateful for many of you, and I hope everyone has lovely night times :) Adiosss!