Behind slightly opened doors.

Well, it certainly has been a while, hasn't it? When was it last? I have no clue, but I feel bad so I am willing myself to do this.
Alright.
Here I go.

Hmmm...well, for starters, guess who I saw in concert last Friday? If you answered Jeff Carl, YOU WOULD BE CORRECT :) Not gonna lie, huge crack addict fan of his, bless him, and remember remember when I posted supportive things of him a while ago? Yeah! That was really nice and incredibly touching. He inspires me thoroughly.

The weekend was way long, a bit painful, both physically and mentally, and I am proud to say that this has been one of the few limited times of super sadness. But I think it might be better now, so I am working on contentedness and peace :)

Still, sorry, love. You know I mean it. And I'm trying to be better. Perhaps the days of happiness and joviality are soon to be upon us :) Christmas Christmas Christmas.

Alright, now for the rest of you. Saturday was lovely, I was pushed fairly far out of my comfort zone, but I think you would agree that it was needed. I know there is a lot I still need to say and a lot you still want/need to know and I think that the exchange will take place, if not slowly. I am sorry I have hurt you, even if perhaps  it is not hurt exactly, and you should know I am absolutely trying hard to change and will try hard. I love you all and there is lots of love and trust and jank, so...no worries, kay?

Can we bake cookies some time? Please? All of you :)

Hmm hmm hmm..what else? OH. I totally helped my former calc teacher decorate for Christmas yesterday when I was working at her house. She hung little horns up and a garland of fake pine and more of that around some lamp posts. It was nice and made me wish we decorated. But, cute story. When we were plugging in this fake garland (for it had pretty little lights all throughout it), she started talking to a cute metal hedgehog the way one might talk to a pet. It was adorable, not crazy, because she was like "Mr. Hedgehog, do you want a job? (Here she lifts the hedgehog and puts the extension cord under it) Here, sit on this. Good, that's good. Comfortable?" GOD BLESS HER. She is the most loving human being I have ever met and she cares about everything and everyone so genuinely. Plus, she is one of the cutest old ladies I have ever seen :) That made my day so much.

And this budget project. Well, after actually applying for power for an apartment I am pretending to buy in Washington D.C. with fake info and a landlord that lives on the property named Jill Jones and a telephone number that has actually only three different digits and after sending an apologetic and frantic email immediately after after realizing what I had done and finding the electricity rates on their page after all, I have had it up to my eyeballs with this thing. And that's only one teensy part of my project. Mad and sad face.

Alright, time to take down the utilities, which are extremely hard, by the way, for anyone who cares to know. Wish me luck!